MEDITATION
first settle down
then lighten up

Silence, healing

Get a grip (on yourself)
This is mind in dantian

A ludic mind

Truth
(by its very nature)
disturbs

Awareness is its own action.
—Harry Dean Stanton

My teacher, bless him, taught me that a worthy life is one devoted to (researching) spirit, and this is the one I have endeavoured to live. And as I get deeper in I realise that the three great mysteries of life – consciousness, spirit, love – are basically the same thing.

Conscious of the unconscious mind

If God (the tribal God) is collective spirit
then Satan (the devil) is collective ego

Strange isn't it that despite all the listening, some people just cannot hear. To hear we must get the self out of the way.

I work on the surface
but am aware that the spirit is often hidden within
like a shadow in the darkness.

Love is an ancient way to break the wall down.
To be loving is to be in contact with our inner spirit.
—Roger Ackling

Someone asked recently the difference between energy & spirit, and on reflection all I could say was – not a lot. When I look back on the times my teacher commented on how good my energy was, it was always times my spirit was up.

Energy is spirit sustained.

Spirit requires freedom: instinctive spontaneity.
Energy requires a mind focused enough to intend.

Rituals performed in private
can change the world.

—Andrei Tarkovsky

When the spirit makes progress, don't be surprised if you get sick. The gods of Taiji are jealous, is how the Chinese put it. It's just the body struggling to keep up.

Οὐ δυνήσῃ προσεύξασθαι καθαρῶς, πράγμασι συμπλεκόμενος ὑλικοῖς, καὶ φροντίσι συνεχέσι δονούμενος· προσευχὴ γάρ ἐστιν ἀπόθεσις νοημάτων.


You cannot practice pure prayer while entangled in material things and agitated by continuous concerns, for prayer is the laying aside of mental representations.

—Evagrius Ponticus (Εὐάγριος ὁ Ποντικός)

Spirit changes everything. When it rouses & rises you are effectively plunged into heightened awareness and the world vibrates & throbs with energy.

Love, in its essence, is spiritual fire.
—Emanuël Swedenborg

I shut my eyes in order to see.
—Paul Gauguin

We live in a culture that demands the spending of money at every turn. Try living instead with frugality & thrift – much healthier for the soul.

Imagine the master's hand on your mingmen, gently but insistently driving down & forward through the Form. This is the tradition flowing through you.

When, through the work, you begin to acquire an internal life, you realise that the mind's monkey chatter is purely designed to lock you out of energy and into Ego.

The main impediment to spiritual progress (after lack of practice) is getting stuck in a rut or on a plateau. This implies that the spirit is no longer the prime mover in your work, and is why something like Taiji is so useful – it really activates & engages the spirit if you do it well sunk.

The function of prayer is not to influence God, but rather to change the nature of the one who prays.

—Søren Kierkegaard

The real enemy is always within