Reading Lawrence before bed last night. This phrase still in my head this morning:
there is gladness in spite of ourselves
taiji heartwork
forget self & become one with the dao
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Dr Chi told my teacher that when Cheng Man-ch'ing pushed hands his feet were always making little adjustments. This means that he worked off the heels.
When the heels go down onto the ground you become rooted in the wrong way – you become glued to the spot, you become slow. And what's far worse is that you instantly reconstruct the self and start thinking to yourself. You have become a separate subject pitting yourself against a world of objects – you have become dualistic.


